I am yours save me prayer

I am yours Lord Jesus Christ, save me. Lord help me. Please comfort me through all this madness. So many years I have cried. So much pain inside. Bad dreams have woke me up crying, hyperventilating and screaming. Anxiety has even caused me to sweat in my sleep. My soul is in anguish and misery, ready to give into despair. The devil wrongs my […]

Forgive them Lord

They are angry with me without a cause. There’s no empathy nor compassion, having no care to judge me ignorantly. I am biasly misunderstood. Blessings and curses come out the same mouth because they can find no fault with me. They speak to me as though I am a fool and a lunatic. And treat me as though […]

Why God?

I once heard a story about an ant hill. The ant hill was just kicked over. Killing hundreds or perhaps thousands of ants. And later on in the day, the ant hill came back. The kicking over the ant hill was compared to a natural disaster to the ants, that seem to happened for no apparent reason. But the ants just built another one. The ants have […]

Divine retribution part 2

God knows every intention, thought, desire and action. Even before it happens. So we can think we’ve gotten away with the bad things no one sees. And think our good deeds make up for the bad deeds in the eyes of God. But God says don’t be deceived. God is not mocked. Whatsoever a man soweth that shall he reap. Galatians 6:7-9 For vengeance is […]

The Romanticising of Love

“This romantic notion is such a fool’s devotion, which doesn’t reflect reality.” Natalie Cadet The Romanticism of love is nothing, but a fantasy, a Walt Disney deception and a fairy tale. Having unrealistic expectations of happiness. Most expect an immediate connection (spark) the first time they meet. When it takes time to get to know someone, in order to determine if you like them […]

God is beautiful part 2

The gentle caress of your breath is like the wind revitalising my soul, and refreshes my mind. Your word is my meditation and a lamp unto my feet, which gives me a virtue of your peace. You divinely order my steps in accordance to your word. For your word is truth. There are times when I can feel a heavenly peace of […]

Let self go and allow Christ in

Deep rooted trauma caused by inexplicable pain can cause us to be caught up in the complexities of self. Especially, because of our sinful nature. Causing us to naturally desire the control of our situations and the circumstances which surround it, how we are perceived and how we expect others to function. Entangled with each […]

I want the experience of early Christianity prayer

My Lord and my God Jesus Christ, I want to be full heartedly committed to you. Justified by faith. And by faith, receive your righteousness. Possessing faith in your Love for me. Due to the spirit of adoption, where I am filled with the Holy Spirit. And the Holy Spirit shedding abroad your love in my heart, having its fruits of faith, joy, peace and […]

Take not your Spirit away from me

Most Christians do not believe God would ever take His Spirit away from them even if it concerns continuous disobedience. Not allowing themselves to be empowered by it, in order to live righteously by faith. There are examples of God withdrawing His Spirit. The first was Samson. And then king Saul. Samson didn’t realised the Spirit of the Lord had left Him after Delilah had cut his […]

O how I desperately need thee prayer

O how my soul longs and desires you my Lord and my God from its depths. O how it deeply yearns for you intensely Jesus. My heart grievously aches for you. My soul thirst for you. I want to be in the loving embrace of your arms and cry to you. Letting myself go completely, knowing you know all what’s inside […]