Where are you God?

God, you said, “ask and it shall be given.” And I shall not be in need of anything, but I’m asking in desperate need and it seems as though you’re no where to be found. You seem so distant from me. While I’m running out of time. The situation, and the circumstances which surround it is so dark and hopeless. I keep praying, hoping you will answer my prayers. 

But so far you have been silent. I’m trying to have faith according to your word. But it looks like you have abandoned me to suffer in my pain. I’ve cried out to you day and night. I’ve had so much sleepless nights and years of tears. I have woke up crying ,and screaming in dread. 

My life is but a misery, that feels like a curse. One bad thing after the next happens in rapid succession. As though the world, the devil, my flesh and circumstances will all at once and unavoidably crush me into pieces. There’s many times I have honestly thought, the stress is either going to drive me insane or kill me. 

I do not want to be given into despair. 

Will you hear my cries and wipe away the tears?

Will you answer my prayers?

Will you allow me to finally find rest in you from all of my troubles? 

Will you heal my broken heart and cause me to forget my pain and sufferings? 

Will you, God?

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