I’m crying out to you God

Posted on by asherdc89

God please listen to the inner groanings of my soul. Look upon the weaknesses of my flesh. Search the depths of my heart. By your Spirit bear witness to my pain and suffering. For I can’t take it anymore. I can’t see beyond my hurt through faith. 

God I am drowning in misery. I am depressed and anxious, longing for comfort.  I am in a dark place. I am at my lowest. No matter how much I try to seek your face and do what is right, I sink lower and lower into sorrow. It seems as though there’s no way out. It seems there’s no escape. And it seems there’s no where to run to.

I’m running to you, but you seem so far from me. You seem so far from helping me. I keep trying to run to you. And cry out to you in pain. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so weary and tired from all this running. My situation is not improving and things are not getting any better. I am often overwhelmed by my own grief. Past memories keep me imprisoned in a tormented state. Sometimes I Feel like doing nothing.

God please help me

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Since 2010, I've experienced promptings, encouragement as well as assistance from the Holy Spirit. The promptings led me to the word of God. This was the start of my own personal journey as I sought after the truth. God was then calling me as I sought after the truth according to His word. The truth was leading me to the decision to give my life to Him. I gave my life to God on the 28th of January 2012. Instantly, I had the desire to share with others the truth of God, that God is a God of love, truth, righteousness, holiness, mercy and justice. I couldn't keep something like this to myself in a lost and dying world, a world in a fallen state, and a world steeped in confusion concerning the view of who God is. My journey wasn't without struggle though, I realised through suffering we come to know God. To not only be humble, but to be empathic and not detached from people who are suffering. Sometime in 2012, God inspired me to become a writer just after my prayer to fulfill my purpose, the purpose of the reason of my existence. My prayer was a reflection of Isaiah 43:1-7. So I started writing essays pertaining to His word. I shared what I wrote with my family and friends. Therefore, the aspiration to help people globally, came with the realisation to give God the honour and the glory. To be part of making a difference. The inspiration to start blogging was impressed upon me to do. Through prayerful guidence, I believe God has led me to this point, which I believe is for His glory.