I Just want to be loved poem

Posted on by asherdc89

I feel like nobody loves me. There’s no empathy. My heart is heavy. And my soul is so lonely. Longing for someone to understand. Someone who would just love me for who I am. Where I can be open and vulnerable without them being judgmental. To show some sweetness. And give comfort from all the madness.

I have no one’s shoulder to cry on. I cry silently many times alone. There’s no one that truly goes out of there way to see if I am ok. So I try to get through another day with this burdensome heartache.

I have nobody by my side. To tell me everything will be alright. To be a light of God’s love in my life. Wiping away the tears when I cry.

O how I yearn for kindness and grace. For a heartfelt warmth of a loving embrace. Having good intentions, looking through my faults to see my needs to have compassion.

I am constantly being used and abused. Words spoken of are often rude. Many times offensive. Disrespectful, which has made me very sensitive. 

No longer do I trust anybody as a consequence. So I be alone all by myself, and suffer in silence, while those that hate me are plotting violence. 

God please may your love touch my heart inside. May your love reach to its depths. Allowing it to rest to give me a peace of mind. And fill it with your unfailing love divine. To let this little light of mine of your love shine. That I will know I am loved by you. Knowing your love matters more than anything; because it’s the only love which is true. I pray for this change in Jesus Christ name Amen.

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Published by asherdc89

Since 2010, I've experienced promptings, encouragement as well as assistance from the Holy Spirit. The promptings led me to the word of God. This was the start of my own personal journey as I sought after the truth. God was then calling me as I sought after the truth according to His word. The truth was leading me to the decision to give my life to Him. I gave my life to God on the 28th of January 2012. Instantly, I had the desire to share with others the truth of God, that God is a God of love, truth, righteousness, holiness, mercy and justice. I couldn't keep something like this to myself in a lost and dying world, a world in a fallen state, and a world steeped in confusion concerning the view of who God is. My journey wasn't without struggle though, I realised through suffering we come to know God. To not only be humble, but to be empathic and not detached from people who are suffering. Sometime in 2012, God inspired me to become a writer just after my prayer to fulfill my purpose, the purpose of the reason of my existence. My prayer was a reflection of Isaiah 43:1-7. So I started writing essays pertaining to His word. I shared what I wrote with my family and friends. Therefore, the aspiration to help people globally, came with the realisation to give God the honour and the glory. To be part of making a difference. The inspiration to start blogging was impressed upon me to do. Through prayerful guidence, I believe God has led me to this point, which I believe is for His glory.