What is a Narcissist?

Posted on by asherdc89

A person who constantly questions your judgment. Second guesses you. Makes strawman arguments against you by making things up. Gaslights you. Under a false pretense gets you to self doubt the reality of what you’re experiencing, concerning their abuse. To make you think, you’re the one with the problem, instead of them who are the perpetrator’s of it.

And play mind games. All to manipulate and control you, and make you psychologically weak and dependent. So much so, to cause the mind to be completely docile.

To mould and shape you in the image they want you to be. An image of themselves who they worship. For you to live and serve for their purposes and approval alone. To excessively admire and praise them. Keep the body take the mind.

Parasitically, feeding from your sense of self worth, whereby to destroy your certainty and confidence. Slowly, eroding your sanity away. To become an empty shell of a person. A soulless individual. Where you either lose your mind or commit suicide, trying desperately to measure up to their expectations. While they see you as nothing more than a supply to validate their superiority, god like complex. Due to the fact that they themselves are deeply insecure.

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Since 2010, I've experienced promptings, encouragement as well as assistance from the Holy Spirit. The promptings led me to the word of God. This was the start of my own personal journey as I sought after the truth. God was then calling me as I sought after the truth according to His word. The truth was leading me to the decision to give my life to Him. I gave my life to God on the 28th of January 2012. Instantly, I had the desire to share with others the truth of God, that God is a God of love, truth, righteousness, holiness, mercy and justice. I couldn't keep something like this to myself in a lost and dying world, a world in a fallen state, and a world steeped in confusion concerning the view of who God is. My journey wasn't without struggle though, I realised through suffering we come to know God. To not only be humble, but to be empathic and not detached from people who are suffering. Sometime in 2012, God inspired me to become a writer just after my prayer to fulfill my purpose, the purpose of the reason of my existence. My prayer was a reflection of Isaiah 43:1-7. So I started writing essays pertaining to His word. I shared what I wrote with my family and friends. Therefore, the aspiration to help people globally, came with the realisation to give God the honour and the glory. To be part of making a difference. The inspiration to start blogging was impressed upon me to do. Through prayerful guidence, I believe God has led me to this point, which I believe is for His glory.